| Sometimes this feels familiar |

My Castle, My TombMy glacial fortressMy Castle, My Tomb by ~Vacidus
Ice seeping through the cracks
My glacial fortress
A castle no one attacks
No one infiltrating
Nobody up here in the grey
No one instigating
No one left to go away
Wish I could remember...
(What it was that kept you here)
Wish I could remember...
(Now it's all but disappeared)
Wish I could remember...
(Frozen so deep, no longer clear)
Wish I could...
Could have somewhere to be if
There was anywhere left to go
Could have someone to be with
If there was anyone left to know
My glacial fortress
A timeless world of black and blue
My glacial fortress
Is so much colder without you
No one infiltrating
No light shines here in

AloneI still run from my tearsAlone by ~Vacidus
Though they show that I survived
I still hide from my shadow
Though it proves I never died
I still reject your kindness
(Shy from that which seems alive)
And still I hear these voices
All they ever ask is why
Why there's nothing left to spend
Why I'm left bereft again
Of energy / my enemies all waiting for my end
Why I block but can't defend
Why I bleed but still pretend
That all I see / draining from me / Is possible to mend
...
...
I still decide what's right
Although my means themselves are wrong
I still shout that I'm what's left
But I was whispering all along
I dismiss the rest as weak
(Just pretending to